Back on track...

Yes, I'm back down the track again this weekend, something a little more sedate I hope, but putting the word "classic" in the title of the race meeting does not always necessarily mean slower. It can mean however that the drivers are likely to be the same age as the car, so the chances of an accident increases exponentially. How many times have you been stuck behind an "older driver" on the road, a few I bet. They do not drive like that on the track I can assure you, and this can make for more accidents.
But, hopefully this weekend will put me back on track in another sense. I have not been the most...cheerful person at work this week, for one reason or another. This can make me rather difficult to work with. I tend to cave in on myself if I have an issue, withdraw from everyone around me, store it all up. This is one new years resolution I have failed to keep; don't bottle it all up. maybe next year instead...
Yes, it was busy tuesday, when is it not after a bank holiday. Quite happy on wednesday. But, something happened on thursday, and I got all worked up about and and ended up blaming myself. The sensible part of my brain knows it was going to happen anyway, but the other half feels that my actions did not help the situation and I was entirely to blame. So, I wasn't exactly thrilled by the prospect of spending today at work. But, as it turned out, I had quite a good day today, the little kestrel that came home with me on thursday went to a rescue centre today, most of my patients went home, and nothing died.
So, from this moment, the past week is in the past, gone, nothing I can do about it so I need to stop beating myself up about what happened, enjoy my weekend at the track, then be back to my usual happy self on monday...(well, I think I'm usually happy anyway!! and funny..)
Oh yes, best wishes to Mrs Pumphrey and I hopes she makes a speedy recovery...